2022.01.27 17:24 GreedyConversations What is it called when you’re just delusional???
19F, 5’7”, 115lbs. Mental illness runs in family.
I wholeheartedly believe that there is a being from another universe/dimension held prisoner in my mind, desperately begging for a way out. Like “I” was put in the wrong body and don’t belong here. I occasionally look down at my arms and legs and panic because it’s a reminder that I’m trapped in this thing. My own hands are a genuine trigger. The human form disgusts me. Most things about Earth disgust me. This being definitely resents me and it feels like she sees me as a prison guard.
There’s obviously more but that’s the gist of it. There is a small, rational part of me that’s aware that it’s not true- and that I’m imagining things (the part typing this up), but for the most part I’ve accepted this as reality. I’ve made accommodations in my life for this being, and she really affects me. I feel bad for her, but she’s mean sometimes so idk.
The thing is: none of the mental illnesses seem to really fit what I’m dealing with. I don’t hallucinate and I don’t think I hear things. I’m not really a worrier. I’m generally optimistic aside from the existentialism. I’m fully functioning. Idk wtf is up with me. Anything at all helps. Thx in advance <3
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2022.01.27 17:24 vee_unit Funniest, silliest, most juvenile horse names?
My favourite horse is called DeezNuts, and I admit to giggling like a 10yr old every time the guy at the stable says "I'll get DeezNuts ready for you" or "You wanted DeezNuts, right?"
Any other good ones?
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2022.01.27 17:24 Jansiz [Jason Burt] New bid of £32m plus £3m in add-ons for Douglas Luiz. Aston Villa do not want to sell.
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2022.01.27 17:24 arti-dokuz 2012 de derde bakar mısın? Nasıl zamanda yolculuk yapıp 80lere gelmişiz.
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2022.01.27 17:24 throwaway98989999 Fresca is the best tasting 'diet' soda simply because there's no non-diet version of Fresca so we don't know what were missing out on
2022.01.27 17:24 bPmalalamE Most Badass Contest - Floor limit?
Anyone knows what the current floor limit for the new badass contest is?
I tried the Japanese wiki, but couldn't manage to find the correct page.
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2022.01.27 17:24 pyro289 Grandma is in such a great mood lately…
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2022.01.27 17:24 Veedrac Aligning Language Models to Follow Instructions
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2022.01.27 17:24 Teelogas Reddit moment
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2022.01.27 17:24 mamastacyca Do you use squatty potty when 💩ing?
2022.01.27 17:24 Kevbot1000 OnPoint Testing in Seattle. Good? Bad?
2022.01.27 17:24 Liam1059483872 Offers
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2022.01.27 17:24 Street-Baby-5507 34[M4M] #St. Louis, Missouri - LF a long term relationship and a baby.
Hello, I am looking for a woman that wants to have a baby. I myself have no kids yet. I am close to St. Louis and looking for someone local.
Here is some of my information: I am highly intelligent, I have no known allergies, I am well endowed, I am a really good athlete, and I have a very good immune system.
I am also loyal, passionate, affectionate, and honest. I love to cuddle and would be considered clingy. I hate arguing and would rather communicate to fix an issue, or have make up sex.
I would also be the guy to go to prenatal classes, and would read books to your tummy while your pregnant to give our child a jumpstart in life.
I have the following skills as well that will make your life easier.
2022.01.27 17:24 HoldOnTightHereWeGo testing
2022.01.27 17:24 anon_aynawn Cringiest moments?
As much as I enjoy this series, there are definitely some moments that make me cringe super hard lol. The biggest one has got to be in ACOSF when Nesta is all spaced when scrying and Cassian just starts making out with her - lmaooo I really had to force myself to get through that scene. So uncomfortable. What other moments did y’all find cringy?!
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2022.01.27 17:24 Bluejay089 Saviour of the 21sr century.
Forward: This is is a true story. This is a personal account of spiritual events that have occurred in my life over the past four years. This is difficult for me to share, and I may hold some regret, but I believe it is important. I’m making no claims to know anything for certain and would not dismiss any skepticism. However, I hope this may be a positive influence to anyone who reads. I just advise anyone who wishes to read to please do so at your own discretion. Thank you.
It began with AA. I finally had a sponsor and was doing the step work. At the same time as I was working toward a new path of enlightenment, I was doing a lot of philosophy. This mainly revolved around the almost certain possibility of the existence of interstellar beings, and what it would be like to encounter another intelligent race. And that perhaps, we aren’t alone.
It was in June of 2016, when I had an experience in which it felt as though an entity, God was showing me my true self for a moment. It was a higher perspective on myself, and I shook my head at my faults, swearing to myself I would be changed. I was shocked. I remember dropping a glass to the floor as I felt certain I had just encountered a spiritual world.
It began gradually, but soon it felt as though spirits in human figures were flowing through me. I could feel their presence, and their love.
It came to be that I was having spiritual experiences throughout the day, and that I could communicate with my mind. Various figures seemed to flow through me. These were highly intelligent beings, with a range of emotion greater than ours.
I remember meeting a girl who I believe could be my spiritual soul mate and life companion. She kept telling me there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
One evening I had an encounter with what felt like a very wise figure. We had philosophical conversations with our thoughts. When I realized it could be God, I was reminded of my past sins; the carnage of alcoholism and addiction. I remember asking; “is there any way you could forgive me?” I remember him sighing and saying; “I’ll see what I can do.” This, was the beginning of my punishment. It would be, over the course of three to four weeks, that I would experience God’s anger upon me, as it was to be my own personal Hell on earth.
It occurred that summer, during my family reunion. I can be recalled being frantic, saying such things as; “I’m going to Hell.” At times, I truly believed I was.
It was at my Aunts cottage, when God presented me with two alternatives: One, being banned from the kingdom of Heaven and sent to Hell. Or, another chance. It was there, that God forgave me.
I remember him saying: “Congratulations. You are the saviour of the 21st century. But you will never go down in history.” I was able to finally muster up the courage to play with the band that night.
I was graduating from college. At the same time, I was being further caught up in spiritual activities.
It was sometime over the course of that summer, that I met a figure whom they would have me believe could be Jesus. In the beginning, he would arrive for brief moments, offering words of wisdom. I would pay respect and bow. In the beginning, it was mutual.
However, from their point of view, I was unholy and unclean. I was made to clean my entire apartment with strong attention to detail. I changed my clothes. I ate with etiquette. I would bow, and pay respect. It seemed now, I was at their mercy.
After graduating, I began work at the Halifax Citadel as a military reenactor. God put me to the test. I would do my best to perform the job to the best of my ability.
Throughout this time, was a conflict. I had lost the girl to the Jesus figure. She had been impressed upon by another world, and saw me relatively as a child. I had to win her back, and put all my energy into being the best I could. Eventually, as things intensified, she decided to come back down.
In November, my seasonal job had ended, and I was out to look for another one. Shortly after, I was made to clean my apartment completely to the finest detail. However I tried, I didn’t seem capable to work to the best of my ability. I went overboard, and neighbours complained of the noise. My parents were called, and I was put in hospital.
God said the hospital was my saving grace. In hospital, I was made to exercise and wash excessively. This was unwise of me, as I was now being diagnosed with psychosis and placed on an antipsychotic medication. God was not pleased.
I was fortunate to make it out of hospital just in time for the holidays. I was on my best behaviour. However, I had become thin. At one time, I foolishly gave into temptation.
The New Year
As the new year approached, God was now ordering me to “be valiant” and run around Citadel Hill, doing push-ups at the front gate. This was to pay for my yearly sins. I ran twice. I was pressured to run a third time. I refused, feeling that this was slave labour and a violation of my rights and freedoms. I also felt that the medication was causing me negative symptoms, taking away my drive and aspirations. It seemed that this effect was pronounced by God. I felt a strong lack of energy and motivation, and spent many days bed ridden.
As a result I could not feel happiness or freedom of mind for the following two months. It felt as though a heavy weight was placed on me. He continued to put pressure on me, at times inflicting intense fear to feel as though I was going to war.
I came off the medication as spring approached. I got a surge of courage, and finally ran.
Easter arrived. In honour of Jesus, I ran to Point Pleasant park and kneeled by the ocean. He arrived, and for a second time, took the girl away. I suspect Jesus was viewed as saving her from me, a sinner. Again, frantically, I had to win her back. I went out to be my best self, and exercise to the best of my ability. I can be recalled being frantic, cutting myself for the first time. I was placed back in hospital.
Upon arriving at the hospital, I was now back together with her. We spent the next week listening to Zero 7 and sheltering under a warm blanket.
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2022.01.27 17:24 msa_007 IT HAS FINALLY COME HOME!
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2022.01.27 17:24 BrockLanders7 Don't dissolve the treasury during a bear market and realize losses on wETH, FTM etc. We need rev share asap. Better option in the short and long term
Treasury is bringing in roughly $1MM per day. We would be better off voting in revenue share asap and taking our cut of that. There's still money to be made (money being made) farming the treasury. At least let our wETH, FTM etc. positions recover before realizing our losses. Even with sentiment beyond repair and no current CFO the treasury would still produce even if no one touches it for the next couple months.
Sit back, do nothing, collect rev share and wait for this bear market to end when institutions reallocate into crypto in a month or two.
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2022.01.27 17:24 maya_and_felix Need advice for my hair - more info in comments.
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2022.01.27 17:24 ludofff Always late [yashica fx3, vivitar 28-80mm, colorplus 200]
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2022.01.27 17:24 ChazGower Happy Birthday!!! Jan 27, 1996 (26) Anai Chihiro (穴井 千尋) AKB48
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2022.01.27 17:24 EndlessSkyEdits Book of Boba Fett: Judgment Day (A "Just For Fun" Mini Clip)
Hey all - this is my first post here on Reddit, but I just wanted to share a quick edit that I made featuring content from the series The Book of Boba Fett and my all-time favorite movie, Terminator 2: Judgment Day.
When I saw the super obvious T2 homage in S01E05 ("The Return of the Mandalorian") this idea for an edit popped into my head. It's mostly for laughs, and for me to test out some editing skills. I'm an amateur filmmaker so I've edited my own features, as well as those of other filmmakers, but I've never taken a deep dive into fan edits before using mainstream content, but I've got some ideas for some future projects that I hope will be well received.
Anyway, I hope this mini-clip is alright to post here. Any comments or tips appreciated!
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2022.01.27 17:24 LiveLaughDogs Insane what being sick does to your stress levels, heart rate and body battery despite barely moving.
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2022.01.27 17:24 OUAN396 Clan